So today, Saturday, I haven't coughed much. And it is amazing how those few hours -- from about 4:00 to 11:00 (now) make me feel like my life might not be entirely over or entirely a waste. I didn't work today. I didn't get stressed (as much). I did do a TON of paperwork for school -- quiet work. . I could have a job pushing papers, being quiet, and I might be okay.
I also know that my new doctor is looking into the possibility that yet another auto-immune disease is the cause of my cough. So, I started researching as well. It just might be something called Sjogren's Sydrome. That gives me a tiny bit of hope, because it's not the worst disease ever, and at least it would be a diagnosis.
If I go back to work on Monday, and the cough is just as bad as last week, I'm going to ask for a leave of absence. A rest after all these days of coughing might just keep me sane.
So, really though, now that I feel better, I'm here to say: I love Vera Farmiga.
Does that seem like an odd digression? No, no it's not. This is my place. I can write whatever I want. Put up pictures I want. Digress all over the place. Break all the grammar rules. Use the word "really." It's really amazing. Writing straight from my disordered mind is a life-affirming experience. I'm a little bit happy right now.
I also know that my new doctor is looking into the possibility that yet another auto-immune disease is the cause of my cough. So, I started researching as well. It just might be something called Sjogren's Sydrome. That gives me a tiny bit of hope, because it's not the worst disease ever, and at least it would be a diagnosis.
If I go back to work on Monday, and the cough is just as bad as last week, I'm going to ask for a leave of absence. A rest after all these days of coughing might just keep me sane.
So, really though, now that I feel better, I'm here to say: I love Vera Farmiga.
Does that seem like an odd digression? No, no it's not. This is my place. I can write whatever I want. Put up pictures I want. Digress all over the place. Break all the grammar rules. Use the word "really." It's really amazing. Writing straight from my disordered mind is a life-affirming experience. I'm a little bit happy right now.
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